SALAD DAYS

     很久没有上网了，断网的日子也没有想象中的可怕，似乎于我的生活并没有什么大的影响。每天依旧在日升日落间滑过，晨曦透过窗的缝隙，阳光暖暖的照，空气里寂静的没有味道。远离上下班的喧嚣，突然安静的生活。对于如此的惬意，虽然不太适应，并不是总会有，所以珍惜。很快，还是要回归更加忙碌的日子。人，需要的仅仅是片刻的安宁。

Start from honesty. yes, I don't like writng at all. but still, I have a blog. What a tease! I'm not good at writing, I know.

 

in the feeling of unsafety for years and years, I know I have to change. become a little brave and learn more to focus on one thing. I need more persistence.

 

believe everything will be ok this year.

The recent bad night sleep and pale looking drive me mad. Rumor makers still like cockroaches make me sick. Suddenly think of trash from SUEDE - MY FAVORITE BAND, yes, everything is trash and everything will flow.

 

The parents at home not in good health upset me. I'm really scared. But, I have to be brave and strong though pretending.

 

My fate and my destiny. No choice but to struggle to live, till end.

 

No visit here for a long long time. Suddenly, a completely new interface filled my Internet

Explorer, eye-comfortable and catching, which reminds me of my own space. It's been

forgotten for months. What a shame, ha..

 

Recent bees-like crazy life have occupied all my time. It has made my day and night not

that clear. Every day is the same and I'm just like a machine, working without any other

thought. I'm losing myseld gradually.

 

What a sad plot. Only the juggle and sneer run around.

笨蛋，一个不喜欢说话的人却偏偏要做一份语言有关的工作，自作自受吧。从小到大就不知道该怎么说话，更不用说交流了，语言系统及其迟钝，还要学着用另一种语言说，简直是笑话。

 

唉，傻子，既然已经选了，就不要后悔咯，努力继续吧，总有一天会看到希望的。

 

好久没有更新了，因为很忙，重复着去年的这个时候，不同的只是没有了你，多了世界杯，还可以是开心的理由。才发现，原来总能找到让自己开心的借口。有时候，没心没肺挺好的，就像你一样。可是不能像你没有责任感，改变可以，但是不可以把原则都丢掉，有些东西还是要坚持，坚持做个好孩子，不让别人看见自己的不开心，永远要微笑，即使心疼到碎也只有自己才能听见，不要做别人的负担，自己的事情自己做。

 

不知道下一次来这里会是什么时候，希望所有的朋友都幸福。